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Ich kann nicht mehr.

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(no subject) [Oct. 7th, 2012|01:30 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |running amuck]
[Mood |chipperchipper]
[Music |Adams Family Movie]

I do just love decorating things up for Halloween.

I miss pumpkin carvings,
Apple fields, festivals,
Haunted parks, hay rides..

Crisp weather perfect for layers :) scarves and hobo gloves

Taking walks in the color changing woods. Finding new secret spots.

Drawings and creativity up the wazoo.

Now I just need people and finding festivities for complele joyous occasions

That is all.

.filth
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2012|12:40 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Mood |awakeawake]
[Music |Where is My Mind?]

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
You try this trick and spin it, yeah
But your head will collapse and there's nothing in it and you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind
Where is my mind
Where is my mind
Way out in the water
See it swimming
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2012|09:51 am]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |surrounded by my clutter and my cat]
[Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Music |Celtic Thunder - "Ireland's Call"]






[H|A|P|P|Y|.|B|I|R|T|H|D|A|Y|.]
too me!




That is all

.filth
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(no subject) [Mar. 2nd, 2012|09:48 am]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |Winter Wonderland]
[Mood |sadsad]
[Music |ILL - "Chasing Shadows"]

why can't things fall into alignment easier?

Why is trying never good enough. Why is doing even worse. Because once you try to do, or do to try- there is still only failure in the end.. The harder one wants, the less likely they are to get..

Behind every door. In every dark corner. Under each and every bed. Behind every so called friends smiles.. Is disappointment.

So is the answer to just give up?

Or is there really something out there worth fighting for..

.What.is.trust.

That is all.

.filth
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2012|12:17 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |Nashua, NH: Paulas' APT]
[Mood |depresseddepressed]
[Music |MartyParty - "Gangsteppin"]

It was all a lie.
.. Since the beginning.

A HUGE fucking joke.

I hope you had fun destroying me,
down- again..


That is all.

.filth
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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2012|01:57 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |Jims. Nashua NH]
[Mood |anxiousanxious]

Everythings still a befuddled mess.

Let's hope something positive shines through in this New Year.

Let's hope that my plans work out..

I hope it'll be alright in the end

That is all
&spades.
.filth
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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 2011|06:58 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |carpet]
[Mood |awakeawake]
[Music |Tyler Jay Satterfield]

The "Deployed Love" Song

Don’t mind love,
Go fuck yourself.
It’s not too hard-
You fucked everyone else!

What would you do if i told your mom,
That you got gang banged after prom..
I wanna rip off your fake ass tits-
or take a chainsaw to your clit!

Remember my big black friend Jamal,
the one who raped you behind the mall.
He said for a white girl that you weren't too tight,
He gave you aids, i laughed all night.

So take to heart these things I said..
I wish that all your family was dead.
Crash a car or fall off a cliff-
Drink some bleach or choke on a dick!

I hope you die a horrible death!
Fuck you bitch your my worst regret!!

Hello my love,
One more thing..
Anal sex is still cheating,
I guess its' not your best attribute.
But I knew all along you're a prostitute..

And come on bitch were you on crack?
To think I'd never take you back..
I guess it's cool i can't blame you,
cause I fucked most of your friends too!

So crash a car or fall off a cliff..
Drink some bleach or choke on a dick!
I hope you die a horrible death,
Fuck you bitch your my worst regret!
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(no subject) [Oct. 17th, 2011|01:23 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |carpeted floor]
[Mood |angryangry]
[Music |Poogie Bear - "King Of Rock"]


Fuck You Mother Nature!

FUCK YOU


That is all

.filth
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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2011|10:13 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |das floor]
[Mood |geekygeeky]
[Music |The Royal Guardsmen - "Lil' Red Ridding Hood"]




It's like 15 days till Halloween!
WTF
I haven't even thought of a costume..
O.o

All I do is look at my pretty little pumpkins and plug in my orange lights.

:x
teehee

Either way, this Simpsons image is THE TITS!!


That is all

.filth
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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2011|02:33 pm]
Ich kann nicht mehr.
[Location |next too the sleepy MagPie]
[Mood |annoyedannoyed]
[Music |Pouring Rain - Pelting The Ground]

So i FINALLY got ahold of my landlord peoples... As per the past I've done just about all my dealings with Dan, the guy, landlord. Always. Perhaps had one -two -no one, telephone conversation with Joanna, the lady, landlord.. Today being the second.

She's still nice don't get me wrong. But I don't know, it's different I guess.. And she said everything was ok that I was asking for. Although technically my lease does end this month, and not next. But me asking for next was fine. To keep her updated if anything changed. Didn't sound too releaved that I wanted to leave, but wasn't completely pissed either.

One thing did make me a bit irked however.. Or left confused I should say, was the amount that I currently owe.. Is a lot more than I had thought. Gonna have to look back at my numbers and try math again. Because her num and mine is not the same. It's like 300-400$ +sum difference. Defiantly have to double check and call her back. Stat.

Dunno what's gonna happen if i just do happen to suck at math.. O.o

Perhaps I'll just call again and try to talk to Dan, landlord. And hope he'll be more cool and understanding

Haha, though I'm still figuring out the whole moving situation anyways too.

So either way I'm fucked. And I is trying to pack, but motivation is rather poor. Almost done with my cold. Thank god. Cough is evil doomy doom. Doom.

At least the rain is pleasant to listen too.

That is all

.filth
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